Well, I guess I need to just make the best of what I got instead of being somebody I’m not. I wanna see you one last time. I wanna leave this town. I wanna start fresh somewhere else. I just wanna be free
100%. All of me. All I could be. All I ever will be. It’s all because of you. But, it don’t matter anymore. From the moment you left, I’ve been so mentally unstable, given a curse. I saw my uncle break 5 bones, then 2 hours later, it happened. Is God even real? If so, why is he letting this happen? What have I done? Nothing but physical and mental pain. This needs to come to an end. This needs to stop. Nothing I ever do is good enough. Nothing I do ever changes anything. Sitting in the hospital. Smh
I wanna make a new start. I wanna make new first impressions. I wanna unmeet some people. I just wanna live a fun, stress-free life. I don’t have much longer. Whew.
No friends. No enemies. No family. Nobody. All Alone.
Drank 12 beers on the way home and still nothing. Im so confused. Am I crazy or am I going sane?